New work... and guess what?? new heartache?
I'am happy with what I'm up to now... I can say that I have matured and more serious with the work I have been assigned into. I can't thank God enough for letting me experience this, because never in my dreams did I imagine be in a "real" corporate world.
So... I have come to meet a lot of people lately, I can say these people are really different from the ones I have worked with. Their more serious now, more competitive, some you can trust and some you can't. But this Guy.... he's kinda different.
Despite the fact that everyone in the office observed, plus the fact that its obvious that he may not like me and treats me like a sister. I cant seem to get him out of my mind....
Why can't I get him out of my mind? I knew I had a crush on him... but I did what I have to do... I tried to be busy to get my mind from thinking and fantasizing about him.. and suddenly because of his "sisterly" treatment for me, now I feel I have fallen so deeply in love with him... So paano na?
He'd always call me little sis.. i wanted more than that....
He'd always text me love you... I wanted to ask if that was really coming from his heart or he's just used saying it..
One time he said he knew he's not going to live long... I told him because he hasn't found the right person to spend his life to.. I wanted to tell him I'm just here... and I'm willing to be on his side... forever..
I love him...
The Chronicles of Annie Batungbakal
The Chronicles of Annie Batungbakal will walk you through with my daily work ( feelings, hardships, frustrations, happiness, my encounter with boss, my staff and colleagues)
Wednesday, December 25, 2013
Sunday, May 19, 2013
This is it!
Annie's moving to a new home!
Yes, its going to be next week..
That quick!
After three years of praying.. waiting.. frustration..
Here it is..
I am very happy... at the same time very sad..
I am leaving my second family..
I will never forget them..
I am throwing all the bad memories behind and will only take all the good ones ♥
Maybe this is how it is...
It hurts... yes it truly hurts...
Yes, its going to be next week..
That quick!
After three years of praying.. waiting.. frustration..
Here it is..
I am very happy... at the same time very sad..
I am leaving my second family..
I will never forget them..
I am throwing all the bad memories behind and will only take all the good ones ♥
Maybe this is how it is...
It hurts... yes it truly hurts...
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
Working like this is my last day
Yup, you've read that right! Lately, i have been feeling sluggish and empty. I just said to myself that this work brings the worst in me. I was fed up; yes! and there are a lot of reasons why.. mention about salary, benefits and this damn work load.
I have submitted my CV all over the place, luckily I was interviewed. So to say, the interview went well, there's no result yet. but I think I'm through for the first one-- there's another one I think.
As I 'am gearing up for another interview, I was dreaming every morning that this must be my last morning here in my work, As I might be working the next few days to another one. Thinking that way, it instantly boozes my good mood towards work. Imagine, last day of working, thinking of what to do next to promote something, plus imagining that finally you can have a REST every saturdays... hayyyyy.That's enough reason to feel really GOOD!
It's been a week and the prospect employer hasn't called yet...yes I'am still waiting! but bearing in mind that this could be my last day (hopefully) truly revs up my conscious state of mind.
Who knows how long it will work? But for now I am good at this. and yes! I am still working as if this is my last day!
I have submitted my CV all over the place, luckily I was interviewed. So to say, the interview went well, there's no result yet. but I think I'm through for the first one-- there's another one I think.
As I 'am gearing up for another interview, I was dreaming every morning that this must be my last morning here in my work, As I might be working the next few days to another one. Thinking that way, it instantly boozes my good mood towards work. Imagine, last day of working, thinking of what to do next to promote something, plus imagining that finally you can have a REST every saturdays... hayyyyy.That's enough reason to feel really GOOD!
It's been a week and the prospect employer hasn't called yet...yes I'am still waiting! but bearing in mind that this could be my last day (hopefully) truly revs up my conscious state of mind.
Who knows how long it will work? But for now I am good at this. and yes! I am still working as if this is my last day!
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
Lord, would it be too much if I ask you to please grant my prayer? just this one Lord. I know your plans is much better than I have, but I have been on this agony for quite sometime... You said, ask and you shall receive. Lord I humbly ask for your enlightenment. I'm worried that this point in time, I may decide based on my feelings alone, I may forget or hurt someone base on my unruly decisions.
Monday, June 25, 2012
Could this be..... Love? again???
Recently, my mind can't stop from wandering...
Thinking of his image makes my spine quiver....
Even if I close my eyes, I think I can still hear him..
Even in my dreams, I secretly wished that It would be him...
For no reason, I just want to see him..
Just the sight of him makes me feel complete..
Even if he doesn't speak to me nor look at me, just a glance of him
I feel complete..
No matter what I do..
even if I divert my mind into the things that I suppose to do
I can't seem to concentrate
It seemed that he's just around my head,
like a cd that keeps on spinning,
like a song that will never fade
like a dance that no one will ever get tired or dancing..
This is it....
I know that there's a big chance of hurting again...
My red flag is up... again..
Again... my heart is just ready to take a step..
A step that can make or break
myself....
Thinking of his image makes my spine quiver....
Even if I close my eyes, I think I can still hear him..
Even in my dreams, I secretly wished that It would be him...
For no reason, I just want to see him..
Just the sight of him makes me feel complete..
Even if he doesn't speak to me nor look at me, just a glance of him
I feel complete..
No matter what I do..
even if I divert my mind into the things that I suppose to do
I can't seem to concentrate
It seemed that he's just around my head,
like a cd that keeps on spinning,
like a song that will never fade
like a dance that no one will ever get tired or dancing..
This is it....
I know that there's a big chance of hurting again...
My red flag is up... again..
Again... my heart is just ready to take a step..
A step that can make or break
myself....
Monday, April 9, 2012
Am about to start a new phase in my life, hope it'll turn out right.
No this isn't a career move, more than that..
I will try to compete against myself...
For years, I have been fat
yes! FAT as in mataba
I have been in this figure for years already,
I have tried all sorts of diet but when hunger strikes, I suddenly forgot the regimen.
Soo...
When I came into a promo sort of thing...
I didn't think twice...
This is just a huge leap
Crossing my fingers that this will be successful
hopefully
Friday, March 30, 2012
Ang peg ko for this day
Ngayong araw na to' for once ayokong gumawa ng kahit na ano
Gusto ko sanang mag unwind
Pero paano ko naman gagawin yun kung wala akong pang unwind
Gusto ko sanang pumunta ng Quiapo para bumili ng pirated dvds
Pero hindi naman sumasagot si Dominic
Gusto ko sanag mag sentimiento na wala na akong pera
Pero alam ko naman na di ginusto ni Mama na makapos kami
Gusto ko sana maghanap nalang ng trabaho
Pero paano ko gagawin yun? di naman kaya ng konsensya ko
Gusto kong sumaya
Pero ang hirap
Gusto ko sanag mawala ng parang bula
Pero paano ko naman gagawin yun?
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