this is it for today

Here It goes again...

Why is it if someone tells you something is wrong (job, what you look like?etc) you'd feel really angry and offended?

Why is it soo hard to say I'm sorry?

Why is it some people find it difficult to admit that they've done something really wrong.

I'm not bossy or a mean boss. I hate it when I encounter one? pero naman

Is it really a sin when you obliged your subordinates to do something right? I know.. at the start it will be really difficult, but don't they get to experience fulfillment after doing something really relevant?

Don't they feel nice when they'd a finish a task without even asking them to do so?

Kailangan ko lang ng pag kukusa. Yun lang. I just needed respect. Pasensya na kung natapakan ko ang mga EGO nyong napaka laki. Sa ginagawa nyong yan sa palagay nyo ba may matitira pa akong respeto sa inyo?

As for now, I don't have any respect anymore to these guys, Yes they are my friends, my colleagues, my staff.

The clock seemed too slow today... hayyyyyy

I'll soon follow my heart, I'll just have to do what's right.. for now.

Promise, I will....

impakto, tarantado, gago, bwisit, hayop, siraulo, sinungaling, talipandas, gago, gago, gago,

ANG KATABI KO!! TARANTADO!!!

No matter how I tried to bring my mood up, I just can't........

I am very sad, depressed and stressed. This is just the boiling point of every thing. I have done all my best... I just can't believe that all my work was just like a dust that puffed into the air. why is it it seemed that how hard i worked for something the harder and its more illusive. I can't get it.... No matter how I convince myself to move on and just try my luck somewhere, I just can't understand it... this is just so much.. Oh Lord I don't know if I can still pull myself.. sobrang sakit na po kasi..................

Saan ba dapat ako magsimula?

Feeling ko nasa kalsada ako na sobrang dilim...

Feeling ko ang tanga tanga ko....

Pucha nagpaloko nanaman ako...

Bakit ganun? Bakit ba di nagiging akma yung mga pangyayari sa buhay natin?

Bakit pag feeling mo malapit mo nang ma achieve yung goal mo bigla nalang ipapamukha sayo ng buhay na sobrang layo mo pa para ma achieve mo yung pangarap mo?

Bakit kahit anong sakripisyo ang gawin ko, kahit ilang litro ng pawis ko ang ibigay ko sa isang trabaho sa huli ako pa din ang talo?

ang unfair naman.....

Buong buhay ko nagtatrabaho ako ng buong puso....

Di ko manlang naalagaan ang sarili kong mabuti....

Ang tanga tanga ko talaga...

Nagtitiis nanaman ako... pinahihirapan ko nanaman ang sarili ko

Sana isang araw pag gising ko, I will just look at these things as part of my experiences...

Sana sa susunod di na ako maloko.....

another sad part :(

Ngayon ko lang narealize na di pala worth it ang bawat pagpupuyat ko dito...

Bawat pagpasok ko ng linggo,

Bawat luhang tumulo sa akin....

I feel bad about this..... All along I thought kaya ko nang tulungan ng lubos ang parents ko...

Bakit ganun? I have worked so hard.... pinaghirapan ko ang lahat ng narating ko, pero bakit ganito? hanggang dito nalang ba talga?

Ngayon ko lang narealize na di na takga ako dapat dito magtagal... sana sa lalong madaling panahon maka alis na ako dito....