This is it!!

Kinakabahan nanaman ako...

Parang may mangyayari nanaman

Parang may pasabog nanaman sa buhay ko later.

Nakaka kaba

Shettttt

Gusto ko ng lumipat ng trabaho...

Dati gusto kong lumipat ng trabaho dahil gusto kong tumakas

Pero ngayon gusto kong umalis dito para maka pag move on na

Dati gusto kong umalis na dito dahil naniniwala akong monster si boss

pero ngayon parang naiintindihan ko na kung bakit may mga outbursts sya

Dati gusto kong lumayas dito kasi di kami magkasundo ng amo ko

Ngayon alam ko na ang pinag uugatan nito --- yung teammate ko

Dati gusto ko ng umalis dito para makahanap ng mataas na sahod

Ngayon-- ganun pa din rason ko :))

Ang dami kong dahilan nuon para umalis, pero hanggang ngayon andito pa din ako...

Alam kong may dahilan si Lord kung bakit andito pa din ako. Oo mahirap tanggapin, pero ano naman bang magagawa ko? Pero sa totoo lang kahit na mahirap atleast madami akong natutuhan, di rin minsan maiwasan na masigawan, mamura, may madisppoint pero at the end ok lang. Sana soon makahanap na ko ng malilipatan.

this is it for today

Here It goes again...

Why is it if someone tells you something is wrong (job, what you look like?etc) you'd feel really angry and offended?

Why is it soo hard to say I'm sorry?

Why is it some people find it difficult to admit that they've done something really wrong.

I'm not bossy or a mean boss. I hate it when I encounter one? pero naman

Is it really a sin when you obliged your subordinates to do something right? I know.. at the start it will be really difficult, but don't they get to experience fulfillment after doing something really relevant?

Don't they feel nice when they'd a finish a task without even asking them to do so?

Kailangan ko lang ng pag kukusa. Yun lang. I just needed respect. Pasensya na kung natapakan ko ang mga EGO nyong napaka laki. Sa ginagawa nyong yan sa palagay nyo ba may matitira pa akong respeto sa inyo?

As for now, I don't have any respect anymore to these guys, Yes they are my friends, my colleagues, my staff.

The clock seemed too slow today... hayyyyyy

I'll soon follow my heart, I'll just have to do what's right.. for now.

Promise, I will....

impakto, tarantado, gago, bwisit, hayop, siraulo, sinungaling, talipandas, gago, gago, gago,

ANG KATABI KO!! TARANTADO!!!

No matter how I tried to bring my mood up, I just can't........

I am very sad, depressed and stressed. This is just the boiling point of every thing. I have done all my best... I just can't believe that all my work was just like a dust that puffed into the air. why is it it seemed that how hard i worked for something the harder and its more illusive. I can't get it.... No matter how I convince myself to move on and just try my luck somewhere, I just can't understand it... this is just so much.. Oh Lord I don't know if I can still pull myself.. sobrang sakit na po kasi..................