Sunday, May 19, 2013

This is it!

Annie's moving to a new home!
Yes, its going to be next week..
That quick!

After three years of praying.. waiting.. frustration..
Here it is..

I am very happy... at the same time very sad..
I am leaving my second family..

I will never forget them..
I am throwing all the bad memories behind and will only take all the good ones ♥

Maybe this is how it is...
It hurts... yes it truly hurts...


Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Working like this is my last day

Yup, you've read that right! Lately, i have been feeling sluggish and empty. I just said to myself that this work brings the worst in me. I was fed up; yes! and there are a lot of reasons why.. mention about salary, benefits and this damn work load.

I have submitted my CV all over the place, luckily I was interviewed. So to say, the interview went well, there's no result yet. but I think I'm through for the first one-- there's another one I think.

As I 'am gearing up for another interview, I was dreaming every morning that this must be my last morning here in my work, As I might be working the next few days to another one. Thinking that way, it instantly boozes my good mood towards work. Imagine, last day of working, thinking of what to do next to promote something, plus imagining that finally you can have a REST every saturdays... hayyyyy.That's enough reason to feel really GOOD!

It's been a week and the prospect employer hasn't called yet...yes I'am still waiting! but bearing in mind that this could be my last day (hopefully) truly revs up my conscious state of mind.

Who knows how long it will work? But for now I am good at this. and yes! I am still working as if this is my last day!

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Lord, would it be too much if I ask you to please grant my prayer? just this one Lord. I know your plans is much better than I have, but I have been on this agony for quite sometime... You said, ask and you shall receive. Lord I humbly ask for your enlightenment. I'm worried that this point in time, I may decide based on my feelings alone, I may forget or hurt someone base on my unruly decisions.

Monday, June 25, 2012

Could this be..... Love? again???

Recently, my mind can't stop from wandering...
Thinking of his image makes my spine quiver....
Even if I close my eyes, I think I can still hear him..
Even in my dreams, I secretly wished that It would be him...

For no reason, I just want to see him..
Just the sight of him makes me feel complete..
Even if he doesn't speak to me nor look at me, just a glance of him
I feel complete..

No matter what I do..
even if I divert my mind into the things that I suppose to do
I can't seem to concentrate
It seemed that he's just around my head,
like a cd that keeps on spinning,
like a song that will never fade
like a dance that no one will ever get tired or dancing..

This is it....
I know that there's a big chance of hurting again...
My red flag is up... again..

Again... my heart is just ready to take a step..
A step that can make or break
myself....

Monday, April 9, 2012

Am about to start a new phase in my life, hope it'll turn out right.
No this isn't a career move, more than that..
I will try to compete against myself...


For years, I have been fat
yes! FAT as in mataba
I have been in this figure for years already,
I have tried all sorts of diet but when hunger strikes, I suddenly forgot the regimen.

Soo...

When I came into a promo sort of thing...
I didn't think twice...
This is just a huge leap

Crossing my fingers that this will be successful
hopefully

Friday, March 30, 2012

Ang peg ko for this day

Ngayong araw na to' for once ayokong gumawa ng kahit na ano
Gusto ko sanang mag unwind
Pero paano ko naman gagawin yun kung wala akong pang unwind
Gusto ko sanang pumunta ng Quiapo para bumili ng pirated dvds
Pero hindi naman sumasagot si Dominic

Gusto ko sanag mag sentimiento na wala na akong pera
Pero alam ko naman na di ginusto ni Mama na makapos kami
Gusto ko sana maghanap nalang ng trabaho
Pero paano ko gagawin yun? di naman kaya ng konsensya ko

Gusto kong sumaya
Pero ang hirap

Gusto ko sanag mawala ng parang bula
Pero paano ko naman gagawin yun?


Wednesday, March 28, 2012

This is it!!
Kinakabahan nanaman ako...
Parang may mangyayari nanaman
Parang may pasabog nanaman sa buhay ko later.
Nakaka kaba
Shettttt