:-(

I got a job interview tomorrow!
Yes!!

Ok I admit, i dont sound excited, I am scared... hell scared...
There are so many things that's passing thru my mind now
I got this feeling that I have develop a phobia towards work...
They say that i should give myself a chance.... pero bakit ganun?
Parang di ko napag-isipan ang ilang bagay which are very important.
I feel like am in a sea with no one to help me, feeling ko my boat is sinking.
Natatakot akong magtry ng bagong bagay....
But i want to change, i want to seek out new opportunities, pero bakit ganito yung feeling ko?
Feeling ko its time for me to admit that I can't do it.
I can't do this....
Shit

I am scared for tomorrow they might ask me kung anung advantage ko from ibang candidates.
I am scared to say that I sucked on my last job.
I am scared so scared

Nevertheless, even if I seemed to be a scared shit, i will still try to be there, gusto ko lang naman itry. For now I would like to just stop thinking in negative, for now I would like to be selfish kahit ngayon lang, bukas i will go the venue and see what in it for me? Baka nadinig na ako ni Lord, baka ito na ito, if ever ok lang din atleast I have learned something.