masarap din palang maging mediocre for quite sometime yun minsan carry carry lang yung ginagawa mo, yung tipong ginagawa mo lang sya just for the sake of it. pero nakakatakot din kasi pag madalas mo na syang ginagawa medyo nakakasanay na rin, parang yun na yung nagiging sistema mo.
pagkagrad ko ang pinaka mariin kong sinabi sa sarili ko eh never akong magiging mediocre, but what the heck the circumstances that happened to me made me to response like this. I know, I know its my fault I've been careless and insensitive not to mention I've been conceited at the same time. All I know was to blame people around me, which now I realize that it was so wrong.
now the scenario that happened to me made me realize to stop acting like this. if i want to reach my goal, I should put extra effort and of course put alot of sacrifices. i know it sounds cheesy, but on what I have experienced this the best solution.
