Of new work and new heartache

New work... and guess what?? new heartache?

I'am happy with what I'm up to now... I can say that I have matured and more serious with the work I have been assigned into. I can't thank God enough for letting me experience this, because never in my dreams did I imagine be in a "real" corporate world.

So... I have come to meet a lot of people lately, I can say these people are really different from the ones I have worked with. Their more serious now, more competitive, some you can trust and some you can't. But this Guy.... he's kinda different.

Despite the fact that everyone in the office observed, plus the fact that its obvious that he may not like me and treats me like a sister. I cant seem to get him out of my mind....

Why can't I get him out of my mind? I knew I had a crush on him... but I did what I have to do... I tried to be busy to get my mind from thinking and fantasizing about him.. and suddenly because of his "sisterly" treatment for me, now I feel I have fallen so deeply in love with him... So paano na?

He'd always call me little sis.. i wanted more than that....
He'd always text me love you... I wanted to ask if that was really coming from his heart or he's just used saying it..
One time he said he knew he's not going to live long... I told him because he hasn't found the right person to spend his life to.. I wanted to tell him I'm just here... and I'm willing to be on his side... forever..

I love him...

This is it!

Annie's moving to a new home!
Yes, its going to be next week..
That quick!

After three years of praying.. waiting.. frustration..
Here it is..

I am very happy... at the same time very sad..
I am leaving my second family..

I will never forget them..
I am throwing all the bad memories behind and will only take all the good ones ♥

Maybe this is how it is...
It hurts... yes it truly hurts...

Working like this is my last day

Yup, you've read that right! Lately, i have been feeling sluggish and empty. I just said to myself that this work brings the worst in me. I was fed up; yes! and there are a lot of reasons why.. mention about salary, benefits and this damn work load.

I have submitted my CV all over the place, luckily I was interviewed. So to say, the interview went well, there's no result yet. but I think I'm through for the first one-- there's another one I think.

As I 'am gearing up for another interview, I was dreaming every morning that this must be my last morning here in my work, As I might be working the next few days to another one. Thinking that way, it instantly boozes my good mood towards work. Imagine, last day of working, thinking of what to do next to promote something, plus imagining that finally you can have a REST every saturdays... hayyyyy.That's enough reason to feel really GOOD!

It's been a week and the prospect employer hasn't called yet...yes I'am still waiting! but bearing in mind that this could be my last day (hopefully) truly revs up my conscious state of mind.

Who knows how long it will work? But for now I am good at this. and yes! I am still working as if this is my last day!