Friday, August 27, 2010

Na naman

Naiisip ko na naman sya..
Sa mga ganitong wala na akong magawa bigla na lang syang bubulaga
Nakakainis wala akong magawa
Nakakapagod na din, pero ano naman ang gagawin ko?
Pag ganitong makulimlim at parang sumisipol ang tunog ng hangin parang may kung anung bulong ang hangin sa akin
Ang daya naman!
Ako nalang ng ako

Nag-eemote nanaman ako....
Parang tanga na natatawa sa mga sinasabi ng isip ko
Pero sa totoo lang kinikilig ako sa mga munting storya na ginagawa ng malikot kong isip.

Kamusta na kaya sya?
Ano na kaya ang ginagawa nya?
Baka madaming kausap
O baka naman bugnot sya ngayon?

Hay naku naman nagpoprocess nanaman ang utak ko at nagrerevolve sa kanya....
Hay buhay... na naman....

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Going back to roots

ang cute pala nung PT ng SPARC hehehe
syempre todo emote kami ng writer namin, yung dalawa naman naming kasama nagpose hayyyy

of course i wont let the day pass without trying my hoop


awww



Suddenly!


Suddenly!


Just suddenly, I have itched to write

Just at this moment I want to let out of my feeling

At this minute I just want to exhale

At this spur of the moment I want to close my eyes and just be silent

At this day I just want to be calm, relax and breathe out all my inhibitions.


yikes I sounded like am getting old ;-) but heck am sooooo tamad this Monday morning ......

Thursday, August 12, 2010

I'm blessed!

I'm lucky to have parents like my parents! hahaha, wala lang i just want to share this.
As I'am doing the mtv for my boss, I wasnt expecting this, not all of my target particiapants would participate, so ayun na nga, for like yesterday it was one of the happiest day of my life I felt that it was very liberating, imagine I got to direct and talked to one of the executives here, giving them directions on how to react infront of the camera-- so to say that yesterday was really cool! kaninag umaga-- I started the shoot with one of the heartrobs here so to speak and he was very cooperative, then shoot to Customer service and and then another team head and poof my asst manager texted me and told me I had to go down now as he was expecting me at that very moment, coming from 18th floor I wanna fly from this floor and go now to the 6th which he currnetly resides.

So i was there--- spoke with his secretary and introduced myself properly, the secretary told me that he was talking with someone and ask me if its ok to wait-- and ofcourse it was really ok --- as I was just asking a favor.
so I wait
I waited
then I waited
then I had to go to the loo as I was about to pea
then I waited again
then finally, he hangs up the phone!!
Mabuhay!!
ayun!!


The secretary knocked at his door and told him that I'm already waiting for him.
To my surprise, he didnt even let me finish to what I'm going to say, he just called me and then told me "Something came up, I'm not in the mood to do that, I'm not going to that shoot".
Flabbergasted.
my mouth just opened and uttered few words " ah ok, maraming salamat!" then walked away.

As I was riding the elevator I whispered a prayer thanking God that my parents taught me right manners, they taught me how to speak to people, even if I'm not in the good mood, they taight me very well how to handle situations that are very difficult to deal with. Thank God my parents reiterated to me that no matter how I hated a person or people I need to respect them and speak to them nicely.

Thank you Lord Iam sooo blessed.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Forget her not

I couldn’t think of anything today but to finish my goal which is doing a video dedicated for my boss, FYI she’s leaving us this Friday. I’m writing this now with earphones on my ear thinking of the sequences and types of shots that should be in that video, I want it to be special cheesy as it may seem I really want it to be perfect just to show her how much I appreciate her.

No its not what you think! We dont have a perfect relationship, she aint sweet, she aint have a heart sometimes, but heck she's one of the best boss i have ever met, sometimes she doesn't have patience, she screams when she feels frustrated, she hates it when we dont read and answer her emails but despite that she has been our cheerleader, our department's lawyer, our super hero....... and now I just can't help but miss her.

I will not forget her, she was the first person in my life to tell me that sometimes I sucked, it totally hurt me but hell that was true at that time, she was the only person to scream at me in the middle of the night just because I didn't read my email and follow her instructions. but you know what, she served as a constant reminder that I need to learn more, strive for more and never settle in mediocrity, she taught me to be professional.

I will surely miss her. I'll miss her calling me in the morning "chuchubelles".
I'll miss her panic buttons.

I'll just miss her.

Monday, August 9, 2010

hopeless romantic mode

kung iyong mamarapatin
ikay aking iibigin
kung iyong pahihintulutan
ikay itatangi ko lamang
kung aking puso'y tatanggapin
anung saya ng aking damdamin.